where, oh where?

can i take over your mind, can i go deep inside and live in all the thoughts you never dare express out loud? i know you oh too well, but to be one with you, i have to be you. in those eyes of yours i only see me, but at times i want to see past my selfishness and understand why your heart beats the way it does for me. closer closer, yes i want you closer. further further, im pushing you further away from me. i cant describe this madness. others call it disfunction, i call it love. last night i felt you next to me... in my dreams you were so far away me, you couldnt hear me crying out your name. id ask you to come back but you are no where to be found. Just as lost as a wedding ring in the sand. searching... my love... search.